Him....

Why am I crying? I just saw his message that he misses me and that he wishes that I was there with him… same college, same place, same time… no distance to separate us, no people to contradict us… no time difference…

I really miss him and I don’t know why I feel this way. I want to see him at this very moment but I can’t, I want to hug him, to kiss him and do what couples normally do when they are together - but we can’t… and it’s breaking my heart I don’t know how long I could still hold on and wait for, wait for us to be together… I don’t want to give up what we have, we've been together for so long and my love for him have grown really deep… I only want him to be with forever in my life - in this life and the lives hereafter.

I never loved anyone like this. Only him.

I long for him. I miss him so much…

By reading this, I know that you would think that we’ve seen each other before but no - we haven’t met yet. I know that there’s a lot of questions going on in your mind right now but all I can say is that, “I love him with all my heart and with all that I have. I trust him that he would come for me. I trust God that He would let us to be together forever. Fate and destiny have brought us together and I won’t give up on him - never, because he never gave up on me… and all this time, I know that our love for each other is true.”